[ the weekend sucked, but botham, at least, has good music. this has a great effect on kazuki's mood, so he's vibing at the cafe. he does still kind of pause to stare coolly at simon over his coffee though, the little bitch. ]
This district doesn't really seem like your style, but I guess this is the one place you'd feel at home, huh.
[ botham in general, he means, but. the mimes. help. ]
Um. I mean, I'm officially an apprentice wild animal tamer, so not really, but I kind of pull double duty sometimes since Mr. Moe's busy with ringmaster stuff... a-and my animal acts usually involve prat falls and whatever... so there's... overlap...
Yeah, I know... um, n-not the fact part, necessarily, but...
[ fidgets uncomfortably as he looks at his cup ]
It just kinda feels like everything I do makes you hate me more and I don't know how to fix it... I-if I can't I guess that's okay, but... in that case, I'm sorry to keep making you so unhappy.
That isn't even what I said...!! And there'd definitely be people who cared if something bad happened to you, even outside of your team. I mean— if you were the one who went to that stupid egg house and got cut up by an axe murderer I would have been really worried!
W... uh... well, that they're from the same place? S-so maybe with what I said, that made you feel like people saw you as, um, the expendable one? Or something?
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This district doesn't really seem like your style, but I guess this is the one place you'd feel at home, huh.
[ botham in general, he means, but. the mimes. help. ]
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[ looks at his own coffee cup like ??? ]
I-I think that was probably the pet shop, actually...
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[ turns to look at a mime who's gesturing at him and awkwardly looks away ]
N-no, it's... normal clowns...
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W-well. Default clowns?
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[ HE KNEW ABOUT THE CIRCUS THING BUT NOT THIS ]
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You can be part of it and still admit it's a weird gig, dude.
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[ fidgets uncomfortably as he looks at his cup ]
It just kinda feels like everything I do makes you hate me more and I don't know how to fix it... I-if I can't I guess that's okay, but... in that case, I'm sorry to keep making you so unhappy.
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That's different, anyway. Those "missions" or whatever they're calling them suck, but everyone comes back from them.
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[ look at him, he's going to be typecast as a pirate clown for the rest of his life now ]
That's still like, really not what I said though, and I don't know why you keep hearing it that way...
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I-is it because of Jonas and Alex...?
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he shrinks back ]
Sorry... I-I'll leave... but, um, I'd still be really sad if something happened to you! E-even if that's totally not mutual!
[ aaaaand he will just run away with his coffee then, enjoy your weird mimes ]