I-I mean... not the game itself, but like... a lot of the people here actually seem pretty nice? S-so I wanna think that like, most of them would at least try to make it quick and painless if they were gonna do it, and not pick someone who had a close friend from home here... you know?
[ well, simon has considered himself probably the most obvious and easiest target here ever since he first read the rules, so... he's just kind of accepted that as fact. ]
W-well, I didn't really mean it like that? Exactly? I mean, I guess maybe I kind of did, but there's like... levels...?
[ oh he's explaining this badly ]
It's just... um... Have you had a really good friend get murdered before? O-or like, a family member or anything?
I never said any of it was okay, just, you know, that some ways hurt worse than others...!
[ aaaah ]
I'd be really upset if Matsui killed anyone, I-I just don't feel like this one is something he'd do... like, there are people who like causing lots of pain and ones who don't...
Whether we came here alone or not, none of us are alone as long as we have these stupid teams! Someone's always going to be hurt when one of us is erased!
[ i am so sorry to simon specifically. on the plus(?) side, kazuki is turning away now, ready to stomp off with just one more thing to say. ]
It doesn't matter what hurts less. No one gets to choose what's better or worse for someone else - I don't care who they are.
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[ after a moment, he shrugs helplessly. ]
It could have been any of them. Maybe some of them planned it together, I don't really know. If nothing else, we'll know for sure tomorrow.
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I guess so...
[ frowns ]
I've had, like... that weird connection or whatever to Matsui all week, so I really don't wanna think he was part of it... It all seems way too mean.
[ which is another point for rang in his book!! ]
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[ at least now, while the pickings aren't slim. ]
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what kazuki hears: people like us are the best targets.
something shutters in his eyes. ]
Right. Because that's the nice way to erase someone.
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W-well, I didn't really mean it like that? Exactly? I mean, I guess maybe I kind of did, but there's like... levels...?
[ oh he's explaining this badly ]
It's just... um... Have you had a really good friend get murdered before? O-or like, a family member or anything?
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With how things are back home, it's just a matter of time. It's not that different from here.
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[ shrinking back a little... ]
I never said any of it was okay, just, you know, that some ways hurt worse than others...!
[ aaaah ]
I'd be really upset if Matsui killed anyone, I-I just don't feel like this one is something he'd do... like, there are people who like causing lots of pain and ones who don't...
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[ i am so sorry to simon specifically. on the plus(?) side, kazuki is turning away now, ready to stomp off with just one more thing to say. ]
It doesn't matter what hurts less. No one gets to choose what's better or worse for someone else - I don't care who they are.
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but he hates being yelled at so he'll just. let him go. ]
O-okay... sorry.