homo pcs: gerard

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[frogzoned]

[ well he didn't know the lexus was retraumatizing. sorry simon.



anyway, uh, he does startle at seeing a memory because he wasn't expecting it, and especially not simon's, but he will catch that glare and actually step back. awkward. ]

I, um ...

[ oh boy. ]

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[ the lexus was such a bad time for everyone, some for reasons more directly lexus-adjacent than others

raising his eyebrows... ]

If you've got something to say, spit it out.

[frogzoned]

[ annoyingly this makes him clam up more for like way too long a beat to be polite but after that: ]

I understand that it’s personal and that I’m not exactly a person you’d want to entrust with knowing something like that, so I don’t know.

For what it’s worth, I’m sorry. It’s awful.

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[ he'd just been staring at him hard throughout that hesitant pause, but finally rolls his eyes and looks away when he speaks up. ]

Yeah, no kidding. And shit just kept going downhill for years after that. Honestly kind of amazing how that set the tone for my entire life.

[ always having to worry that everyone was out to get me and being right nearly every fucking time. ]